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A proper post
I wasn’t feeling well all wee like as I think I rambled about it. Well it turns outfight problem was a blood clot which travelled though the lovely holy and ended up god knows So in hospital since Friday. Waiting for ct scan then hopefully home and use blood thinners. My a ability to using…
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Mindset
Sorry for the delay, as always, but things got a bit blurry on Friday and I don’t remember most of the afternoon. That weird thing happened again. I wake up and the world is spinning, voices are chanting like a Gregorian choir and I’m stumbling about. It feels like I’ve not taken my risperidone but…
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Easter aka Zombie Jesus Day
It’s been a real roller coaster the past few days, to be honest. I started getting hounded with thoughts and imaginary guilt trips which I really didn’t need. Why I do this to myself I don’t know. Reliving memories and seeing the pain, hurt, and suffering I’ve caused. My brain takes it out of context…
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Mysterious Goings On
I had a panic attack on Friday which wasn’t great, but they never are. I heard people moving outside of the house. The curtains were drawn. Lights were off and I was sat on the sofa “depression balling” with the dog. The dog helped. I started thinking “What if they get it?” and a million…
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Camping
We escaped the house and fled to Sherwood Forrest, where the legend of Robin Hood resides. When we got there (eventually after a 2 hour traffic jam) we pitched in the rain whilst the kids stayed in the car playing on phones. We got soaked. Everything but we managed to get everything setup and changed…
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Random memes
Just a few photos that have made the grade and made me smile. Had a great time today at the beach. I think we were only there for an hour but Nina came in the water with me and did really well. Didn’t want to push her to swim due to the fit thing. Figured…
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Google Photos
I discovered that you can mass download all the photos you have saved with Google Photos. 129k photos. I kid you not! Found this gem of a photo which shows probably my first mobile phone back at the end of high school. Only fitting that its taken in the pub, where I was getting drunk…
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Music
My saviour once again. Music. You can run on for a long timeRun on for a long timeRun on for a long timeSooner or later God’ll cut you downSooner or later God’ll cut you down Well you may throw your rock and hide your handWorkin’ in the dark against your fellow manBut as sure as…
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The weekend report
What an awesome weekend. Lovely weather again and lots of nice things to talk about. But first of all random picture time from the weekend below. We finally got our Toast-o-matic from the kingsmill people. Its pretty cool, only let down is that it is made of plastic and not ceramic which we thought it…
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M60 at Night
A-ha! I think vox has finally conceeded and allowed me to put the image in. The beneath was taken at night on a foot bridge near Jen's. We were messing about the shutter speeds and also messing with drivers heads with the flash on the camera. Nothing like seeing a line a cars slamming on…