I’ll talk about something that I find stupid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You won’t find it stupid because you are normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Well maybe not since you are reading a blog filled with voidness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So here it is…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I miss having friends and being close to them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m painfully aware it’s due to my lack of leaving the house, social weirdness, and whatever is wrong with me. I start conversations in Messenger but get one answer replies and it feels distant. I have my best friend O who lives in Sheffield which is about 1.5 hours from here in the car. Not that far. Happy to go. Not happy to go outside. Rubbish thoughts. Stop talking. I know I’m not his best friend. I always have to text him and he never randomly texts me back. We used to live near each other in Wales. Every Friday we would meet up. We would talk. We would put on music and we would have a good time. Now I’m lucky to get a message once a year without me prodding him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know what to do. Is there a book on how to act normal in society because I must be doing something wrong to lose all my friends. I have my D and she is truly my best friend but I need other friends to vent to and not dump on her all the time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There must be an app where you can meet up with people who are also social…… argh. I’d settle for an online friend. Someone I can talk to. Someone who can tell me things that make the badness seem less bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Like I said. Stupid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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