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I like listening to music. I bet if I search my thing it will report that I say it on a monthly basis.<\/p>\n

I must admit I am an iTunes<\/a> whore, monthly binges getting the latest from all genres so I can listen to the different styles and what ‘people’ are into at the moment. My headphones are also broken. Which is a shame because they are dr Dre beats ones. Apparently you\u00a0 can send them back. One of the ear phone things is working so am reluctant to send them away as I don’t have any. Shame. It being pay day tomorrow I might go and treat myself in HMV<\/a> at the traff.<\/p>\n

Tinie Tempah<\/a>. I wonder if he is tiny.<\/p>\n

So yes. My life doesn’t have the controls that I’ve battled hard to put in place. They have slipped away and I still have to take extra medications to help cope. Its more thought based again. I think the more time I spend with ‘lucid’ thoughts the more dangerous it is, it seems to happen and be caused by my dreams. I’m used to having horrific ones since August due to the medication I am aware it causes the night terrors<\/a>. Very annoying. I suppose thats why the latent fasination with caffiene<\/a> & epinephrine. Well. Psueudo. Although injectable form would be better. It keeps me in a light state of being awake and the dreams aren’t as vivid. Although the ‘did I dream that’ comes into it quite a bit. I’d wake up almost in tears because I forgot to do things but I only dreamt that I did.<\/p>\n

Maybe a change in direction is needed.<\/p>\n

I wrote a letter to the priory thanking them for there help since August and that I will no longer be attending. I’m not sad about it but I don’t want to waste there time. They ask me to do things and I don’t do them. In fact I’ve gotten into the over-dose habbit. BUT as stated before at least I’m not drinking and self harming. I see that as a positive. I still have arguements with my thoughts. I still get the ups and downs. Not down downs. BiPolar<\/a> downs. So manic then not. I was manic for a few days last week but have calmed down to rationality which is helping.<\/p>\n

Work. Well. The joy is fleeting due to red tape and misguided bets. Shame really because work is the one thing I have always prided myself on doing. I can get the leads. I can them the sales they need. I still do. Just its starting to get. Hard mentally in my insanity. Thats what she said.<\/p>\n

Alyssa Reid<\/a>. Not to bad.<\/p>\n

I need to think of a nice meal to try and make tonight after my failed attempt last night. I have \u00a32.09 in the bank so it will be beans on toast<\/a>. But pay day tomorrow. Hurrah.<\/p>\n

Heh. Flo Rida<\/a>. Reminds of the band Eternal.<\/p>\n

My diary is still empty from the past week and so far this week. Tis only monday though. Might have to ‘lorem ipsum’ the blank pages so at least its filled in. I don’t like the blank space.<\/p>\n

Night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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