{"id":649,"date":"2021-07-12T11:47:04","date_gmt":"2021-07-12T10:47:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/?p=649"},"modified":"2021-07-12T11:47:04","modified_gmt":"2021-07-12T10:47:04","slug":"memes-and-madness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/?p=649","title":{"rendered":"Memes and madness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I went through the google downloaded photos again and found a few I would love to share with everyone. Well. Apart from the memes, they just made me smile when I saw them years ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-3 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2016-10-19-08.58.39-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"750\" height=\"786\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2016-10-19-08.58.39-1.jpg?w=750\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"651\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/2016-10-19-08-58-39-1\/\" class=\"wp-image-651\" srcset=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2016-10-19-08.58.39-1.jpg 750w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2016-10-19-08.58.39-1-286x300.jpg 286w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 750px) 100vw, 750px\" \/><\/a><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-08-06-11.26.19.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-08-06-11.26.19.jpg?w=768\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"652\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/2017-08-06-11-26-19\/\" class=\"wp-image-652\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Swallow Falls, used to live near here<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-12-11-19.38.18.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-12-11-19.38.18.jpg?w=1024\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"653\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/2017-12-11-19-38-18\/\" class=\"wp-image-653\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Bella. Be afraid. Very afraid<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-12-28-10.34.42.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/2017-12-28-10.34.42.jpg?w=1024\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"655\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/2017-12-28-10-34-42\/\" class=\"wp-image-655\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Zoo I used to live near<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/20170813_131521.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/20170813_131521.jpg?w=1024\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"656\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/20170813_131521\/\" class=\"wp-image-656\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">A lovely garden that was near by<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1440\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle.jpg?w=576\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"657\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle\/\" class=\"wp-image-657\" srcset=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle.jpg 1440w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle-576x1024.jpg 576w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle-768x1365.jpg 768w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle-864x1536.jpg 864w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/espresso-patronum7542_rectangle-1152x2048.jpg 1152w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1440px) 100vw, 1440px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">If only<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/fb_img_1496177198095.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/fb_img_1496177198095.jpg?w=640\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"658\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/fb_img_1496177198095\/\" class=\"wp-image-658\" srcset=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/fb_img_1496177198095.jpg 640w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/fb_img_1496177198095-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/fb_img_1496177198095-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">I have a complicated past<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><a href=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"1080\" src=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161.jpeg?w=1024\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"659\" data-link=\"https:\/\/atomic-temporary-17023999.wpcomstaging.com\/orca-image-1496478522457-jpg_1496478523161\/\" class=\"wp-image-659\" srcset=\"https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161.jpeg 1920w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161-300x169.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161-1024x576.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161-768x432.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/frogsareevil.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/orca-image-1496478522457.jpg_1496478523161-1536x864.jpeg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Best holiday with my wife ever<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I got in touch with the doctor today, well, submitted an online form since they no longer take appointments over the phone. Suppose thats good really considering I would rather die than make a phone call. I don&#8217;t know why I just can&#8217;t phone or answer the phone to people I dont know. It sets the anxiety overboard and I start over thinking the situation. That does&#8217;nt mean I can&#8217;t, I&#8217;ll answer it if I think I know who it is. Otherwise its a voicemail and I&#8217;ll call them back. That was my hack to get through it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I explained the problems on the forms lovely white, empty box. I wrote a frikkin&#8217; novel but hopefully it will make sense to them. On Friday I felt so bad I took half a bottle of promazine, my usual dose is 5ml. Not 150ml. So I woke up in a dazed state on Saturday. Anxiety pain and negative thoughts were still there. So solution? Yes. You guessed it. More meds. So rather than the 7mg diazepam I take at night for terrors I decided in my ultimate wisdom to pop 25mg. It worked. The thoughts stopped for an hour or so as I sat on the sofa drooling. Then I found some codiene. This is the point where you say &#8220;FFS&#8221;. So had 150mg of that. And that got rid of the thoughts and paranoia. Not content with the about of pills I had consumed, I raided my stash and had another 25mg of diazepam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F*cks sake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I haven&#8217;t had any yet. Whilst walking the dog yesterday I noticed an ambundance of magic mushrooms growing on the playing fields. I can safely say I was strong and didn&#8217;t pick them. Adding that to the mix wouldn&#8217;t really of helped matters. I dont know why always go back to pill taking to escape from my problems. The voices are pretty loud and the other guy is on auto-repeat with added images! So getting off my face on drugs quitens it but weakens the control. I won&#8217;t go into that again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyways, explained all this on the form so hopefully I&#8217;ll get a phone call today and reopen my referral to CMHT since I&#8217;ve been on the waiting list for a new thearapist for the past year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The dog is moaning. Walkies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went through the google downloaded photos again and found a few I would love to share with everyone. Well. Apart from the memes, they just made me smile when I saw them years ago. 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