Today has been a rough day however yesterday was the worst. My speech and language are of the brain had a shock and I forgot how to speak and type. It was fantastic. Didn’t feel useless and sorry for my self at all. On the plus side I can speak normally again, at normal volume and the typing it coming back albeit a bit slower than usual.

It makes me feel lousy, a joke and a drunk. If I was drunk at least I would have a cause for it. It seems to come and go since “the event” but yesterday was horrible. D said I should put more effort in when speaking but its hard to put more effort it when you are trying your hardest.

Anyways, that was this morning. Its still bothering me what she shouted and the fact that I’m struggling just that little bit more with confidence.

Oh well. Still cant leave the house so what does it matter.