So I’ve looked at Pinterest for the first time and found a few really good tips in there to do with blogging. so figured I’d find one, and give it a go. Ten random questions:

1. When do you feel good about yourself
   • I don’t really have any, Well not in the way the question asks. If the question means happiest time then I can safely say this: Sat on the sofa, legs flipped over the right-hand side, Curtains close, my D laying next to me and Dobby sat between us. We are watching Polish tv, nas nowy dom, and I have my coffee and vape pipe. I get this warm fuzzy feeling when I get the sporadic love yous and pats on the head. Simple things.
     
     I feel good that we have food in the fridge, a roof over our heads and we have each other. I don’t think I can answer this question very well. Let’s skip it for now.
2. How would your close friends describe you?
   • Quiet, keeps himself to himself, confident, and prepared to do what is needed to be done. At least what I think. Oh likes comics, books, illicit drugs, and booze. The last two I don’t do anymore but not sure if people would know that. Respectful, trustworthy.
3. What went well today?
   • No a lot really, it’s been sort of a disastrous day. I fell head-first into a cupboard this morning at 2am so ended up sleeping on the sofa with two dogs. S is at home from high school with a virus. So feeding her crackers and sweet tea. She has a nap and seems a bit better which is good. Just donated 1 laptop, 3 phones, and 3 sim cards to some people who it will massively help.
4. What was challenging for you today?
   • The fall this morning took a lot out of me. All I remember is falling and cracking my head off the cupboard. It hurt a lot more than I let on. Been unstable all day so I’ve just been sitting down. Double vision is back #fml
5. What are the most positive aspects of your life?
   • My kids mostly, D too. She’s like a super aspect who is there when I need her and also when I don’t think I need her and she just knows. I love that I can say no to drinking and drugs. That’s a big one for me as it’s on my mind ALL the time. Volunteer work that I do only daily/weekly.
6. What do you really love about yourself?
   • I love my amazing talent and skill for fucking up a fucked up situation and making it worse. It’s an outstanding skill that really makes me like you and makes friends pfft millions.
7. What do you want to feel tomorrow?
   • To wake up, not tired, with no pain, and no dogs whining and jumping on me. Just happiness would do. Not to do with other people or objects but if it was just my own selfish reason, happiness.
8. What do you do well?.
   • Computers and coding. In my element and the endless nights of firing off some random stuff that people need on the forums. I just enjoy it, the challenge, the breakthroughs when you can throw it at a graphic designer to make it pretty.
9. What’s holding you back from pursuing your dreams?
   • My mental and physical health at the moment. I can do online bits, video calls, and manage my apprentice pretty well but it does hold me back. It takes me ages to be comfortable with going places 1and I’ve not been to the office in a while, then the social side comes in and decided to ruin it all and not let me out of the house. The other thing is I’m not supposed to drive at the moment when they are doing all this training
10. What is the one thing you would do if you couldn’t fail?
    • I have no idea. Worldwide? this would take a while. In my own life hmm probably requiring my brain to work again. Give D some new feet as hers are always hurting and this would free up the almost daily massages I give her.

And so if you made it this far, thank you for taking the time to read, I’ll try and do these once in a while.