Well that was a cluster fu*k of a week. I’ve had seizures galore as I stumble around, going to the community bins and it was shocking. 25m away, zig zagged with the crappy gait I have now. Then I was sulking as not seen the kids but soon all service will be back to normal. Other interesting events that have occurred being the new cat outside called Frank. Well. He looks like a Frank, bit tubby, orange & white. I’ll have to buy some treats for him. He’s got a collar on but is too skittish. I’ll keep out on lookout for any missing signs.

I’m having really bad cravings for driving. Its now been a year since they took my license and its driving me mad. Literally. I know its dangerous for me to be behind the wheel in case something happens. But the reason why it is a real kicker? it can happen without noticing. Take now, my face has started to tingle which is usually a warning, so I sit and make sure I don’t bang on anything if I’m going down. Like a brick in a swimming pool. My point was I’m starting to work out what my body is trying to tell me. Watching all the signs and seeing if I can catch them. Once I’ve done that I think I can make a case for driving again.

Still. There’s always tomorrow!