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1. Current relationship status?
I think the technical word for it is separate. Then once the paperwork comes through and it’s all official with the courts then it’s Divorce. Unless someone contests it when the divorce paperwork comes through. I wouldn’t do something like that, would I? Not like someone went off and had an affair before the paperwork…
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QOTD – Why not!
Dawn, Well up and till a couple of weeks ago. I loved the feeling of getting downstairs before anyone else. Making a coffee and just stting there appreciating the moment. It was a lot like the calm before the storn of the kids and D getting ready. Those precious moments of me and my coffee.…
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QOTD
My bestie coming over from Sheffield to meet me in Machester city centre. I booked a hotel for us. Reasonably priced at £100 a night but you have a checkout time of 12 the next day. Planning to get hammered with him and have a night of talking, catching up, some good food and a…
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We will fight them on the beaches…
Some things are worth fighting for and I have decided to stop being dominated by my fears and try my hardest to get out of this situation I find myself in. Memories to me are like cancer spreading through your mind and body. The good memories start to fade, or you get a twinge of…
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Not crappy poem #9
Depression, black dog, go back to hellFrom whence you came, I’m not your kinI’ve fought you off before, and I will againI’m stronger than you, you’re just a stain I’m not going to let you win this timeI’m going to fight back with all my mightI’m going to take back my life, it’s mineI decide…
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Crappy poem #8
The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…
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Kid
I want to self-harm so badly. B is home. Kid. Cant self-harm if there are kids, remember? damn.
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A good day
I did it! I finally went and bloody did it. D stayed home, and I finally got out. For three hours. But short as it was I made it to the office. I got hugs from everyone there and spoke with my apprentice face-to-face for an hour, which we usually do over email or the…
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Quotes that are helping
“Do what you love, love what you do, and with all your heart give yourself to it.”― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart “Once you realize you deserve a bright future, letting go of your dark past is the best choice you will ever make.”― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart…