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QOTD Saves the day!
Jennifer. That’s what my name was chosen for me until I was born and male and they kindly chose the name, Andrew. Then it was Andy after I was like 13. Ironic that my first daughter’s Mums name is Jennifer. I like to think I’d be a good Jennifer. Kind, giving, and loving. But rule…
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Annoying Bestie
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Suprise QOTD *gasp*
It’s more of a love-and-hate relationship. Actually. No. Remember that superhero movie that came out in the late 90s where they all had crap superpowers. You had this one guy who could turn invisible but only if no one was looking at him. THAT. But with writing. It has to be done when no one…
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Gag
I could write a poem about the joys of sleeping on a bed but I will spare you. A few things happened since I last posted but I don’t want to talk about it. Not yet anyway. Hence, the title ‘gag’. I’ve been speaking to O yesterday, we had a good email exchange going and…
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Crappy poem #8
The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…
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QOTD Strikes again!
Currently, I’m experiencing Shame, guilt, and gratitude. Shame because of the self-harm I’ve just done on my shoulders and upper arm. Wrong side of an adjustable spanner so now I’ve ruined my favorite t-shirt due to blood stains. Guilt because of feeling sorry for myself and what I’ve done to make D leave. I haven’t…
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*poof* and he was gone
Ever have something you know you needed to do? something important, something you really shouldn’t forget what it is. I’ve had that all day. Then, now, when thinking about the kid’s dinner the mind has definitely disappeared somewhere. I know S is getting her braces done and will be back shortly so maybe I don’t…
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Random Questions
What is taking up most of my headspace at the moment?My headspace is filled up with getting a new house, dealing with a new physical disability, dealing with the breakup of my marriage, and all the random meetings I have to try and resolve all three problems. I have a Nordic walking group that I…
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A working title
Not sure what to post on here that isn’t me going on about self-harm and its rapidly increasing damage, This is S’s laptop. We looked online for stickers but they cost £1-2 each. For a sticker on red bubble. It is crazy when your daughter wants to sticker bomb her laptop. So, true to her…