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QOTD – Puns needed
4 x 200mg Pregablin3 x 30mg Codiene2 x 5mg Valium1 x Beer/Cider/Rum/Wine In shorts and a vest, freezing outsie with the window open blowing the freezing air on me. Lights off.Bella sleeping next to me.Thats the cat. None of which I can do in this motel while they find me a place to live. But…
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Crappy poem #8
The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…
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A picture paints a thousand words #3
So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking,…
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Digging deeper #1
So I found some ideas online about doing question-and-answer posts about life-supposed questions. So there are like 100, so I’ve broken them up into smaller chunks and then see how we get on. Who are you? How would you describe yourself?I’m Andy. Fat, balding, passionate self-hater but good for the occasional laugh, sarcasm, and some…
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Captives
“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.”― Charles Bukowski I wanted to write a blog post about addiction but given my last few posts, I think I’ll switch it up a little bit. I’ve always had a strange relationship with my parents while they were alive. I find it interesting…
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Meh
38,102,400 seconds 635,040 minutes 10,584 hours 441 days 63 weeks Today I had a drink, breaking my year-long sobriety streak. It’s hard to put into words how disappointed and ashamed I feel right now. I had been doing so well, and now it feels like all of that progress has been erased in an instant.…
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21st Century Breakdown
Hello. Twenty-first century breakdownI once was lost but never was foundI think, I am losing what’s left of my mindTo the twentieth century deadline So. I can’t keep staring at the blank screen so I’ll just see how it goes. Firstly, the meme to the left is aimed more at me than anyone else. No…
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Music
My saviour once again. Music. You can run on for a long timeRun on for a long timeRun on for a long timeSooner or later God’ll cut you downSooner or later God’ll cut you down Well you may throw your rock and hide your handWorkin’ in the dark against your fellow manBut as sure as…