So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking, and now have the puffy pill face and you can see my brain rotting.

It’s a real brings-it-home picture of how things used to be and how far I’ve come. Maybe I should see it in a happy light. That, that was the old me and the new me is much better. He is much better just needs more support things. To me, that picture symbolizes everything that I hate about me. I’m sure there are much worse ones out there but this is the first I could find.

I was on subtex at the time. If I wasn’t sleeping. I was throwing up. Ugh.