Tag: life

  • I’m only happy when it rains.

    Hello world. I can finally stare at the screen in all its white glory and type at the same time. The sore head has healed. Although I have a bang on my head again. Side of my head this time, weird place to bang. must have been against the wall when I was sleeping. I…

  • Its far to hot to have tea

    The bright white screen glare was giving me a suntan, so I’ve moved over to outlook to type this as it has a dark feature. I’m boiling. I hate the heat. I know its hot when my anti-sweat pills from the doctors don’t work. Taken a double dose so hopefully that will do the trick.…

  • Halfway house

    I’m trying to sleep but I’m struggling. I don’t want the Valium as I’ll just get hung over again like I was all this morning. It’s fine when you have nothing to do the next day but I’ve got stuff that needs to get done Problem one: I need to wake up at or before…

  • QOTD – Reeead all about it

    We were somewhere around Barstow, on the edge of the desert, when the drugs began to take hold. If you get it you, get it. The longest flight I’ve been on was a Heathrow to St Lucia. I being all of 14 dying for a nicotine hit in the humid, loud and generally uninviting plane…

  • Medusa got nothing on you

    Hello It had been a few days since I did a proper post, so I thought, why not on this late summer’s day do a post despite taking an epic amount of medication, my brain would not sleep. Whether this is strike action because I didn’t indulge in any brain-appealing work today, I don’t know.…

  • QOTD – Why not!

    Dawn, Well up and till a couple of weeks ago. I loved the feeling of getting downstairs before anyone else. Making a coffee and just stting there appreciating the moment. It was a lot like the calm before the storn of the kids and D getting ready. Those precious moments of me and my coffee.…

  • Blue Bear

    The cooling stand that I bought for the beast of a laptop came today. Atleast I think it was today, yes, definitely today. I ordered a mouse to go withit as well which makes a big difference. So it’s all good now, I can play mygames, have more than one tab open and generally not…

  • We will fight them on the beaches…

    Some things are worth fighting for and I have decided to stop being dominated by my fears and try my hardest to get out of this situation I find myself in. Memories to me are like cancer spreading through your mind and body. The good memories start to fade, or you get a twinge of…

  • Not crappy poem #9

    Depression, black dog, go back to hellFrom whence you came, I’m not your kinI’ve fought you off before, and I will againI’m stronger than you, you’re just a stain I’m not going to let you win this timeI’m going to fight back with all my mightI’m going to take back my life, it’s mineI decide…

  • It has a back light

    So the laptop that I’m borrowing has a proper full size keyboard on it which makes typing so much easier. The keyboard is backlit which is beyond awesome (still working on using that word less) for me as I can sit in the dark and type a blog post. Because sitting in the dark with…