Tag: hope

  • Weekly newsletter?

    Hello. Its been a week since I last posted. Quite a lot happened in the week, it was an odd week of everything that could go wrong, did in fact go very, wrong. The flat Wednesday last week was amazing. I had the call about the flat and most importantly they said it was all…

  • A series of unfortunate events

    Hopefully there wont be a fire alarm as I’m using my backup headphones which blocks out all sound except the music. My normal headphones have sadly died. Momentum 2 headphones. Amazing for blocking noise but also has that thing where it picks up voices and amplifies them so I can talk and listen. Anyways, bestie…

  • Current Affairs

    So i’ve been tying sentences, then deleting them and then writing more. I’ve got writers block I think, from taking a too long break from doing two posts a day. It would be nice to get back into it and keep it going again. On Sunday, R visited me at the hotel. I managed to…

  • Blood Brother

    Blood is thicker than water. I used to believe that. I was a naive 16-year-old saying that. Of course, it doesn’t apply in real life. I grew up and realized that you can have ‘a brother from another mother’. Especially true of O. He’s my best friend, someone I consider more of a brother than…

  • Various Artists

    So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…

  • And the lord said…

    Let there be light! a flat! And it was good. Great news! After a fantastic month and a half at the motel, I have successfully secured a lovely flat. I am thrilled to share that I passed all the necessary checks with flying colors and even aced a phone interview. The flat is currently undergoing…

  • Dysphonia

    Something I wish could help my yougest with. Hes 11 and any noise caues fight or flight.

  • The big bad wolf vs The Black dog

    I did it. I managed to get up, have breakfast, two teas and a coffee and got dressed nicely for the consultant I saw at 9.30. Because they are building ( and god is a vengeful god) on the carparks the closest I could get was a 15-minute walk with a stick. I winched as…

  • Its far to hot to have tea

    The bright white screen glare was giving me a suntan, so I’ve moved over to outlook to type this as it has a dark feature. I’m boiling. I hate the heat. I know its hot when my anti-sweat pills from the doctors don’t work. Taken a double dose so hopefully that will do the trick.…

  • 3. Your religious views.

    I have had a mixed-up bringing and the whole thing, in my mind, is to be excellent to each other.Then once you’ve done that, your whole life and you pass away, you go to a place filled with excellent people ready again for the next trip. I did believe in god and Christianity. Then I…