I have had a mixed-up bringing and the whole thing, in my mind, is to be excellent to each other.
Then once you’ve done that, your whole life and you pass away, you go to a place filled with excellent people ready again for the next trip.

I did believe in god and Christianity. Then I was raped and sexually abused for a few years when I was 13, that sort of tainted my few of Christians for a while. Then my dad was a hardline protestant but never went to church. He hated Catholics so I had to as well. I wrote a high school report talking about how bad they are and the trouble they caused in northern Ireland and it will never be surrendered.
The songs they sing are still stuck in my head from when I was a baby. I still hum them. Then remember what I’m humming and the words along with it and it’s like no it still affects me.

My view on Catholicism changed when I met one at uni and he turned about to be an awesome friend whom I got on well with, he came to my wedding and came to cheer me up despite a 6-hour drive. D is a catholic and for the most part, she is fineKind of proved my dad wrong. Well, way. See his religion allows divorce, hell the whole religion was made up because of divorce. Then catholics you can’t have a divorce. So I married a catholic which would be wrong in his eyes BUT we then got divorced so in the end it equals itself out

Is there a hell? Well, I think the Lucifer TV series’ way of portraying hell is close to what I believe. You are trapped in your guilty memories and it’s played back to you a thousand times and you have to watch it or reenact it. That would be hell. See all your mistakes and have to live with them over and over again.