Tag: Resilience

  • Various Artists

    So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…

  • Its in the kool aid. Leadership 101.

    Yes. Yes, I do. See I’m fortunate, some may disagree with that, taking an obscene amount of medication daily. Any fears, anxiety or doubts are usually fleeting. When the crunch comes I always rise to the call. I’m terrible on a 121 basis, but in a group setting, herding people into groups to accomplish tasks…

  • The big bad wolf vs The Black dog

    I did it. I managed to get up, have breakfast, two teas and a coffee and got dressed nicely for the consultant I saw at 9.30. Because they are building ( and god is a vengeful god) on the carparks the closest I could get was a 15-minute walk with a stick. I winched as…

  • QOTD – Strikes BACK!

    I am well emotional. Especially when it has something to do with the following: Someone might think I have emotional personality disorder..

  • QOTD

    My bestie coming over from Sheffield to meet me in Machester city centre. I booked a hotel for us. Reasonably priced at £100 a night but you have a checkout time of 12 the next day. Planning to get hammered with him and have a night of talking, catching up, some good food and a…

  • Blue Bear

    The cooling stand that I bought for the beast of a laptop came today. Atleast I think it was today, yes, definitely today. I ordered a mouse to go withit as well which makes a big difference. So it’s all good now, I can play mygames, have more than one tab open and generally not…

  • Not crappy poem #9

    Depression, black dog, go back to hellFrom whence you came, I’m not your kinI’ve fought you off before, and I will againI’m stronger than you, you’re just a stain I’m not going to let you win this timeI’m going to fight back with all my mightI’m going to take back my life, it’s mineI decide…

  • Short Story: About Pain

    The pain was like a knife twisting in my gut. It was sharp and sudden, and it made me double over. I gasped for breath, and my eyes filled with tears. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I had never felt pain like this before. It was like something was tearing me apart…

  • Short Story: About Abandonment

    The little girl sat on the curb, her suitcase next to her. She had been waiting for hours, but her parents hadn’t come. She didn’t know why they had left her. She had been a good girl, she had done everything they had asked of her. But it hadn’t been enough. She was scared. She…

  • Mindset

    So for the second time today, I was so tired that I fell asleep in my chair. Gaming chair. Whatever you want call it. It was around 11.30am, and I started this post, I blinked and fell asleep. I wanted to stay up as I need to get a few more posts scheduled on [Busy…