Frogs are evil

Tag: recovery

  • Various Artists

    So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…

  • Its in the kool aid. Leadership 101.

    Yes. Yes, I do. See I’m fortunate, some may disagree with that, taking an obscene amount of medication daily. Any fears, anxiety or doubts are usually fleeting. When the crunch comes I always rise to the call. I’m terrible on a 121 basis, but in a group setting, herding people into groups to accomplish tasks…

  • 3. Your religious views.

    I have had a mixed-up bringing and the whole thing, in my mind, is to be excellent to each other.Then once you’ve done that, your whole life and you pass away, you go to a place filled with excellent people ready again for the next trip. I did believe in god and Christianity. Then I…

  • 1. Current relationship status?

    I think the technical word for it is separate. Then once the paperwork comes through and it’s all official with the courts then it’s Divorce. Unless someone contests it when the divorce paperwork comes through. I wouldn’t do something like that, would I? Not like someone went off and had an affair before the paperwork…

  • Not crappy poem #9

    Depression, black dog, go back to hellFrom whence you came, I’m not your kinI’ve fought you off before, and I will againI’m stronger than you, you’re just a stain I’m not going to let you win this timeI’m going to fight back with all my mightI’m going to take back my life, it’s mineI decide…

  • Hospital. Damn you.

    I’m starting to get better and better at typing things which is great. I’m in hospital again. Been 4-5 days but not truly sure. It’s a strange experience. A surreal waking up experience of bright clinical lighting, sounds of the wheels on a trolly passing by and all the other things that come with a…

  • A picture paints a thousand words #3

    So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking,…

  • Dantes Inferno

    So looking back on my life the past few weeks has become a bit troubling. The sleep things. They are by far the most annoying thing happening at this moment in time. Although it’s not sleep. And it’s not being awake either. It’s a nothing existence. I go to bed. I sleep for 8 hours.…

  • Digging deeper #1

    So I found some ideas online about doing question-and-answer posts about life-supposed questions. So there are like 100, so I’ve broken them up into smaller chunks and then see how we get on. Who are you? How would you describe yourself?I’m Andy. Fat, balding, passionate self-hater but good for the occasional laugh, sarcasm, and some…

  • Everything is beautiful

    Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…