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Tag: depression

  • Its in the kool aid. Leadership 101.

    Yes. Yes, I do. See I’m fortunate, some may disagree with that, taking an obscene amount of medication daily. Any fears, anxiety or doubts are usually fleeting. When the crunch comes I always rise to the call. I’m terrible on a 121 basis, but in a group setting, herding people into groups to accomplish tasks…

  • Released without charge

    I’m back. I’ve had my little sulk and feeling sorry for myself but that is over now. I know the words weren’t said in malice but in no way did that detract from the painfulness of the words. I’ve decided not to tell the person involved because, well, I took the insult that wasn’t meant…

  • QOTD – Puns needed

    4 x 200mg Pregablin3 x 30mg Codiene2 x 5mg Valium1 x Beer/Cider/Rum/Wine In shorts and a vest, freezing outsie with the window open blowing the freezing air on me. Lights off.Bella sleeping next to me.Thats the cat. None of which I can do in this motel while they find me a place to live. But…

  • I’m only happy when it rains.

    Hello world. I can finally stare at the screen in all its white glory and type at the same time. The sore head has healed. Although I have a bang on my head again. Side of my head this time, weird place to bang. must have been against the wall when I was sleeping. I…

  • Halfway house

    I’m trying to sleep but I’m struggling. I don’t want the Valium as I’ll just get hung over again like I was all this morning. It’s fine when you have nothing to do the next day but I’ve got stuff that needs to get done Problem one: I need to wake up at or before…

  • 1. Current relationship status?

    I think the technical word for it is separate. Then once the paperwork comes through and it’s all official with the courts then it’s Divorce. Unless someone contests it when the divorce paperwork comes through. I wouldn’t do something like that, would I? Not like someone went off and had an affair before the paperwork…

  • Not crappy poem #9

    Depression, black dog, go back to hellFrom whence you came, I’m not your kinI’ve fought you off before, and I will againI’m stronger than you, you’re just a stain I’m not going to let you win this timeI’m going to fight back with all my mightI’m going to take back my life, it’s mineI decide…

  • Enough stalling

    I’ve been meaning to do a post all day but keep finding ways to avoid it. Why? I have no idea. The short stories are nearing an end. Thank god. I’ve pre-written and scheduled the last of them and my god they were hard, the last ones, you’ll see. It’s raining. Which I love. The…

  • Shiney objects

    So as you are probably aware I’m quite simple-minded when it comes to things. On Thursday I got a new keyboard and have been dying to try it out. So much so that I plugged a USB-c into a usb-a and shorted out the USB-c 1 TB SSD and two USB ports. Fantastic. I must…

  • Crappy Poem #1

    Depression Depression is a dark cloud That hangs over my head It follows me everywhere And makes me feel so dread I can’t seem to shake it No matter what I do It’s like a heavyweight That’s weighing me down I feel so tired And I don’t want to do anything I just want to…