Frogs are evil

Tag: mental health

  • Halfway house

    I’m trying to sleep but I’m struggling. I don’t want the Valium as I’ll just get hung over again like I was all this morning. It’s fine when you have nothing to do the next day but I’ve got stuff that needs to get done Problem one: I need to wake up at or before…

  • QOTD

    My bestie coming over from Sheffield to meet me in Machester city centre. I booked a hotel for us. Reasonably priced at £100 a night but you have a checkout time of 12 the next day. Planning to get hammered with him and have a night of talking, catching up, some good food and a…

  • Procrastination

    I had a good day. I also had a confusing day but we will sweep that one under the rug for now. Has anyone ever used BueStacks before? amazing bit of software that lets you create your own ‘Android tablet’ and you can put your Google account on then most importantly, play games you play…

  • Blue Bear

    The cooling stand that I bought for the beast of a laptop came today. Atleast I think it was today, yes, definitely today. I ordered a mouse to go withit as well which makes a big difference. So it’s all good now, I can play mygames, have more than one tab open and generally not…

  • We will fight them on the beaches…

    Some things are worth fighting for and I have decided to stop being dominated by my fears and try my hardest to get out of this situation I find myself in. Memories to me are like cancer spreading through your mind and body. The good memories start to fade, or you get a twinge of…

  • Gag

    I could write a poem about the joys of sleeping on a bed but I will spare you. A few things happened since I last posted but I don’t want to talk about it. Not yet anyway. Hence, the title ‘gag’. I’ve been speaking to O yesterday, we had a good email exchange going and…

  • Crappy poem #8

    The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…

  • No man’s land

    I’m trapped in this do a post or don’t do a post, like trench warfare neither side is winning Nightime meds dropping from the sky lulling me to sleep. It’s 22.45 here. Not late but not early either. I have an aching need to have a drive but where too is beyond me. Think that…

  • QOTD Strikes again!

    Currently, I’m experiencing Shame, guilt, and gratitude. Shame because of the self-harm I’ve just done on my shoulders and upper arm. Wrong side of an adjustable spanner so now I’ve ruined my favorite t-shirt due to blood stains. Guilt because of feeling sorry for myself and what I’ve done to make D leave. I haven’t…

  • Random Questions

    What is taking up most of my headspace at the moment?My headspace is filled up with getting a new house, dealing with a new physical disability, dealing with the breakup of my marriage, and all the random meetings I have to try and resolve all three problems. I have a Nordic walking group that I…