Tag: mental health

  • Various Artists

    So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…

  • Why do I do this?

    Its now common that I go to dotis house at least three days in a week. Whether thats for baby sitting duties, or fixingan alexa thats gone postal. I was there yesterday kids came home, hung out with the kids for as long as they could manage. F was due to come back for 7pm…

  • The order of things

    It’s been a mixed bag of sorts this past week, to be honest. I don’t have the keys for the flat, and I get the answer of “They are still working on it,” which is very useful. I wonder who the last tenant was and how much destruction was involved. I had some nightmares I…

  • And the lord said…

    Let there be light! a flat! And it was good. Great news! After a fantastic month and a half at the motel, I have successfully secured a lovely flat. I am thrilled to share that I passed all the necessary checks with flying colors and even aced a phone interview. The flat is currently undergoing…

  • Here I go again.

    I can’t say that without singing the song with it heeeeeeeeere I gooo again on my owwwwwn. I haven’t been able to do a post in a while as a few things happened in between last Thursday and now, so you’ve had second-rate posts and qotd. So last Thursday I had an appointment with a…

  • Memories

    Dear Mother… [Verse 1]Cross my heart and hope to dieYou never cross my fucking mindDo you know what your little lies do?You know what I had to fight throughNothing that you say is mildly trueSpit deceit through shifty smilesTwo faces you’ve had for a whileYou act like such a fucking child [Verse 2]Who are you…

  • Look, there! A braincell!

    I suck at quite a few things. I try and inform myself about lots of thing and have an extensive library on most programming, dark arts, horrors etc. I’m a book nerd. But there are a few things that I need help with.

  • Its the end of the world as we know it…

    Not sure many will guess the song from the title. But yes. it would be a life without release, joy, inspiration and generally all things good in the world today. It transcends races, its timeless, it’s always evolving and its vibration. Everyone likes music or noise in some form or another. Hell, if can whistle…

  • Parental what?

    What are your parents values? how do they differ from mine? I think its safe to say, with my parents, that if you do the exact opposite of what they did then you will turn out ok. Evidence number one, “Mummy I have a headache”, “Swallow this” *hands Valium to a ten-year-old*. Evidence 2, All…

  • Its in the kool aid. Leadership 101.

    Yes. Yes, I do. See I’m fortunate, some may disagree with that, taking an obscene amount of medication daily. Any fears, anxiety or doubts are usually fleeting. When the crunch comes I always rise to the call. I’m terrible on a 121 basis, but in a group setting, herding people into groups to accomplish tasks…