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Digging Deeper #3
What are the biggest things you’ve learned in life to date?*sigh* this is going to be a long list. Don’t do drugs. Including the valium from your parents. Don’t accept sweets when they are in fact drugs. Don’t smoke, it’s at least a 20-year habit that will give you a good shot at COPD once…
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Rambling
I will be 40 in a few months and it feels like I should be thinking about the future. About what I want out of life, what I want to do with life, and how to exist. Should I retrain into a new profession, or should I stop the charity work for paid work? What…
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Everything is beautiful
Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…
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Mindset
Sorry for the delay, as always, but things got a bit blurry on Friday and I don’t remember most of the afternoon. That weird thing happened again. I wake up and the world is spinning, voices are chanting like a Gregorian choir and I’m stumbling about. It feels like I’ve not taken my risperidone but…
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Captives
“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.”― Charles Bukowski I wanted to write a blog post about addiction but given my last few posts, I think I’ll switch it up a little bit. I’ve always had a strange relationship with my parents while they were alive. I find it interesting…
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Erebus
“We were somewhere around Barstow, on the edge of the desert, when the drugs began to take hold.”― Hunter S. Thompson, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas D has taken the kids and gone on a mini-holiday with them, in a boat, in 60 mph winds. It was an interesting moment when I received the…