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Travelator
The one good thing that my dead parents instilled in me is the importance to travel. To see the world and experience different life across the planet. Granted my Dad used to use that to be racist, for example, “Oi Paki” then turning to me “It’s okay I’ve been there so I can call them…
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Emo Lyrics Time
Go for itOne, two, three, four Baby really hurt me, crying in the taxiHe don’t wanna know meSays he made the big mistake of dancing in my stormSays it was poison So I guess I’ll go homeInto the arms of the girl that I loveThe only love I haven’t screwed upShe’s so hard to please,…
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Apparently Self Esteem Prompts
So I’ve looked at Pinterest for the first time and found a few really good tips in there to do with blogging. so figured I’d find one, and give it a go. Ten random questions: And so if you made it this far, thank you for taking the time to read, I’ll try and do…
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Clouds Away
Found [this] on the BBC news site, which makes a change from hearing about politicians’ ramblings. I loved The Truman Show when it came out, I think I was only 16 but it did connect with me and skew my thinking towards such shows as Big Brother which I found weird to watch, watching another…
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Phantoms of the high seas
Today has been a rough day however yesterday was the worst. My speech and language are of the brain had a shock and I forgot how to speak and type. It was fantastic. Didn’t feel useless and sorry for my self at all. On the plus side I can speak normally again, at normal volume…
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Black dog
The black dog was always there. It followed me everywhere I went, lurking in the shadows, waiting to pounce. I could never see it clearly, but I knew it was there. It was the depression. It started slowly. At first, I just felt a little bit down. I didn’t want to go out, and I…
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Beyond Coincidence
I managed to have ten minutes in the sun this weekend before being told to go in by B because I was heavy breathing again. It’s sad to see him get so angry with the flight or fight response. He’s controlling it a bit better these days, he doesn’t scream and jump up and down…
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Reprisal
So the past few days have had ups and downs. I really positive one is that I and D are looking into what we can do to get help from the council, in regards to either modifying this house (it’s privately rented) or getting a council house with adaptations. I called the crisis team yesterday…
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Expectations
I’m having some major anxiety issues at the moment. I’m sure my leg shaking can be heard from miles around. It’s on hyperdrive mode at the moment, when it’s not shaking my soul is trying to escape through from my stomach. Soul. Stomach. The demon might be better tbh. I just need to try and…