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Erebus
“We were somewhere around Barstow, on the edge of the desert, when the drugs began to take hold.”― Hunter S. Thompson, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas D has taken the kids and gone on a mini-holiday with them, in a boat, in 60 mph winds. It was an interesting moment when I received the…
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Easter aka Zombie Jesus Day
It’s been a real roller coaster the past few days, to be honest. I started getting hounded with thoughts and imaginary guilt trips which I really didn’t need. Why I do this to myself I don’t know. Reliving memories and seeing the pain, hurt, and suffering I’ve caused. My brain takes it out of context…
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Muscica
So above is my favorite playlist at the moment. It varies every few days but a lot of the songs on there invoke some awesome memories. Rancid, Green Day, and Anti-Flag, I could listen to them for hours. Wait. No. I actually do listen to them for hours. Yes. I’m one of those people who…
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Exit Wounds
I think I am doing better. I had a really rough night, nightmares spinning around my head, couldn’t wake up from them. Woke up covered in sweat again. It seems that the medication I take to stop sweating doesn’t work on nightmares. If there are no nightmares then I wake up without a drop on…
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Sleep demons
My eyes hurt. I’m sure this is down to a lack of sleep. Got the screen on the dimmest mode possible which is helping. I’m having another rough day. Its been relentless for what will be a week tomorrow. I don’t want to go to sleep. Not for some petulant reason but more if I…