Tag: self harm

  • Various Artists

    So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…

  • Its in the kool aid. Leadership 101.

    Yes. Yes, I do. See I’m fortunate, some may disagree with that, taking an obscene amount of medication daily. Any fears, anxiety or doubts are usually fleeting. When the crunch comes I always rise to the call. I’m terrible on a 121 basis, but in a group setting, herding people into groups to accomplish tasks…

  • I hear toxic. I hear Britney.

    What are some toxic habits I have? Ugh.

  • QOTD

    My bestie coming over from Sheffield to meet me in Machester city centre. I booked a hotel for us. Reasonably priced at £100 a night but you have a checkout time of 12 the next day. Planning to get hammered with him and have a night of talking, catching up, some good food and a…

  • Crappy poem #8

    The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…

  • QOTD Strikes again!

    Currently, I’m experiencing Shame, guilt, and gratitude. Shame because of the self-harm I’ve just done on my shoulders and upper arm. Wrong side of an adjustable spanner so now I’ve ruined my favorite t-shirt due to blood stains. Guilt because of feeling sorry for myself and what I’ve done to make D leave. I haven’t…

  • We got there in the end

    Hello. Firstly I would like to apologize for not doing a post yesterday. I took the easy way out and did multiple QOTDs. Things are going well. Ish. I did self-harm in the end last night because I couldn’t stop the stupid thoughts going through my mind. Bit of damage, but nothing the dr needs…

  • Kid

    I want to self-harm so badly. B is home. Kid. Cant self-harm if there are kids, remember? damn.

  • Reborn #2

    Today is a new day, a whole brand new fresh day, and one to move on with. I’m currently covered in scratches from Dobby as it was bath time and hair trimming. Much hair was lost. But alas I found it on my trousers, t-shirt, and underwear. Everywhere. Not that I mind but I’m still…

  • Everything is beautiful

    Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…