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Short Story: About Abandonment
The little girl sat on the curb, her suitcase next to her. She had been waiting for hours, but her parents hadn’t come. She didn’t know why they had left her. She had been a good girl, she had done everything they had asked of her. But it hadn’t been enough. She was scared. She…
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Short Story: About Friendship
The old man sat on the bench, watching the children play. He smiled as he remembered a time when he was young and carefree, just like them. He thought about all the good times he had had in his life, and all the people he had loved. He knew that he had been lucky, and…
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A picture paints a thousand words #3
So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking,…
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Digging deeper #1
So I found some ideas online about doing question-and-answer posts about life-supposed questions. So there are like 100, so I’ve broken them up into smaller chunks and then see how we get on. Who are you? How would you describe yourself?I’m Andy. Fat, balding, passionate self-hater but good for the occasional laugh, sarcasm, and some…
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Everything is beautiful
Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…
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Mindset
Sorry for the delay, as always, but things got a bit blurry on Friday and I don’t remember most of the afternoon. That weird thing happened again. I wake up and the world is spinning, voices are chanting like a Gregorian choir and I’m stumbling about. It feels like I’ve not taken my risperidone but…
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Easter aka Zombie Jesus Day
It’s been a real roller coaster the past few days, to be honest. I started getting hounded with thoughts and imaginary guilt trips which I really didn’t need. Why I do this to myself I don’t know. Reliving memories and seeing the pain, hurt, and suffering I’ve caused. My brain takes it out of context…
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Sleep demons
My eyes hurt. I’m sure this is down to a lack of sleep. Got the screen on the dimmest mode possible which is helping. I’m having another rough day. Its been relentless for what will be a week tomorrow. I don’t want to go to sleep. Not for some petulant reason but more if I…