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QOTD
Today would have been my Dad’s 80th birthday. As with pretty much everything I write there is a negative connotation behind it. He was a lovely man, horribly racist, rude, and nice, and thought that money was the best way to bribe people and be selfish. It’s sort of a mixed bag when it comes…
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Beyond Coincidence
I managed to have ten minutes in the sun this weekend before being told to go in by B because I was heavy breathing again. It’s sad to see him get so angry with the flight or fight response. He’s controlling it a bit better these days, he doesn’t scream and jump up and down…
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Reprisal
So the past few days have had ups and downs. I really positive one is that I and D are looking into what we can do to get help from the council, in regards to either modifying this house (it’s privately rented) or getting a council house with adaptations. I called the crisis team yesterday…
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Expectations
I’m having some major anxiety issues at the moment. I’m sure my leg shaking can be heard from miles around. It’s on hyperdrive mode at the moment, when it’s not shaking my soul is trying to escape through from my stomach. Soul. Stomach. The demon might be better tbh. I just need to try and…
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The kid I used to know
Hello. It’s been a few days since I last posted. I just wasn’t feeling it when trying to put thoughts onto paper. Well. Computer screen. You get the idea. Things are a bit better now. I still don’t feel right but nowhere near as bad as I was. I can manage to sit, stand and…
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Hospital. Damn you.
I’m starting to get better and better at typing things which is great. I’m in hospital again. Been 4-5 days but not truly sure. It’s a strange experience. A surreal waking up experience of bright clinical lighting, sounds of the wheels on a trolly passing by and all the other things that come with a…
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A proper post
I wasn’t feeling well all wee like as I think I rambled about it. Well it turns outfight problem was a blood clot which travelled though the lovely holy and ended up god knows So in hospital since Friday. Waiting for ct scan then hopefully home and use blood thinners. My a ability to using…
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Hospital
Sorry I’ve not been on but I’m in the hospital with a stroke m CNt
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Vlog to blog
“One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.”― Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums I’m getting a massive urge to start vlogging on another blog but keep this one as it is. It all started a few months ago when I had to record some videos for my apprentice on computer…
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Digging Deeper #3
What are the biggest things you’ve learned in life to date?*sigh* this is going to be a long list. Don’t do drugs. Including the valium from your parents. Don’t accept sweets when they are in fact drugs. Don’t smoke, it’s at least a 20-year habit that will give you a good shot at COPD once…