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QOTD
Today would have been my Dad’s 80th birthday. As with pretty much everything I write there is a negative connotation behind it. He was a lovely man, horribly racist, rude, and nice, and thought that money was the best way to bribe people and be selfish. It’s sort of a mixed bag when it comes…
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Beyond Coincidence
I managed to have ten minutes in the sun this weekend before being told to go in by B because I was heavy breathing again. It’s sad to see him get so angry with the flight or fight response. He’s controlling it a bit better these days, he doesn’t scream and jump up and down…
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Fishing
One of my biggest hobbies, when I get the chance, is fishing. Someone thing nice about sitting by a lake or river waiting for that next tight line and seeing what you’ve hooked. I wanted to talk about it because I think it’s important for me to remember that I like doing things. Like I…
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A picture paints a thousand words
I thought I would l try something new. A picture paints a thousand words and god knows how many emotions it involves as well. So I’ll pick a photo twice a week and write about it. Then see where the conversation takes us. Hopefully discovering more in the picture. It will make a change from…
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QOTD
I’ve answered and deleted it about five times. I have, what you will call, a love-and hate-relationship of camping. The posh snobbery that I was brought on taught me to turn my nose up at camping. My parents never took me camping, instead favoring static homes and hotel resorts. So naturally when confronted with “Let’s…
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Avoid the void, question time!
What are your top 5 favorite things to do on a rainy day?
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Question Time
Ok to make things a bit different. ie. stop talking about my impending fate. I’ve decided to let Bard suggest fun things to blog about. So the first of these is… What are your top 5 favorite books? Tom Clancy – Red Storm rising The book begins with a terrorist attack on a Soviet oil…
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Everything is beautiful
Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…
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Decent
So today marks day three of my descent into madness. I don’t know whether it’s a naturally occurring cycle of ups and downs repeating themselves in a timeless fashion. I’ve started interacting with my hallucinations and the audio ones. My vision is blurred but I can still just about make them out. They change on…