Frogs are evil

Tag: anxiety

  • QOTD – Puns needed

    4 x 200mg Pregablin3 x 30mg Codiene2 x 5mg Valium1 x Beer/Cider/Rum/Wine In shorts and a vest, freezing outsie with the window open blowing the freezing air on me. Lights off.Bella sleeping next to me.Thats the cat. None of which I can do in this motel while they find me a place to live. But…

  • I’m only happy when it rains.

    Hello world. I can finally stare at the screen in all its white glory and type at the same time. The sore head has healed. Although I have a bang on my head again. Side of my head this time, weird place to bang. must have been against the wall when I was sleeping. I…

  • Its far to hot to have tea

    The bright white screen glare was giving me a suntan, so I’ve moved over to outlook to type this as it has a dark feature. I’m boiling. I hate the heat. I know its hot when my anti-sweat pills from the doctors don’t work. Taken a double dose so hopefully that will do the trick.…

  • Blue Bear

    The cooling stand that I bought for the beast of a laptop came today. Atleast I think it was today, yes, definitely today. I ordered a mouse to go withit as well which makes a big difference. So it’s all good now, I can play mygames, have more than one tab open and generally not…

  • We will fight them on the beaches…

    Some things are worth fighting for and I have decided to stop being dominated by my fears and try my hardest to get out of this situation I find myself in. Memories to me are like cancer spreading through your mind and body. The good memories start to fade, or you get a twinge of…

  • No man’s land

    I’m trapped in this do a post or don’t do a post, like trench warfare neither side is winning Nightime meds dropping from the sky lulling me to sleep. It’s 22.45 here. Not late but not early either. I have an aching need to have a drive but where too is beyond me. Think that…

  • Random Questions

    What is taking up most of my headspace at the moment?My headspace is filled up with getting a new house, dealing with a new physical disability, dealing with the breakup of my marriage, and all the random meetings I have to try and resolve all three problems. I have a Nordic walking group that I…

  • We got there in the end

    Hello. Firstly I would like to apologize for not doing a post yesterday. I took the easy way out and did multiple QOTDs. Things are going well. Ish. I did self-harm in the end last night because I couldn’t stop the stupid thoughts going through my mind. Bit of damage, but nothing the dr needs…

  • Kid

    I want to self-harm so badly. B is home. Kid. Cant self-harm if there are kids, remember? damn.

  • A little time

    So. D and the kids are off camping, they set off on Saturday for 9 days of camping all around Scotland. I’m here, at home with the dogs, unsupervised. The occupational therapy nurse came today and I managed to get up off the sofa with one hand and not face-planting. They still want me to…