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Various Artists
So, it’s been a while since I posted anything. Sorry about that. I had to take a few days to clear my headspace, which has worked wonders I must say. That was sarcastic, I did nothing apart from be suicidal. I reached out for help and got some. I had a seizure this morning. It…
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QOTD
My bestie coming over from Sheffield to meet me in Machester city centre. I booked a hotel for us. Reasonably priced at £100 a night but you have a checkout time of 12 the next day. Planning to get hammered with him and have a night of talking, catching up, some good food and a…
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Crappy poem #8
The pain is all I knowIt’s all I feel, it’s all I showI cut, I burn, I bleedI do it all to numb the pain inside I know it’s wrong, but I can’t stopIt’s like a drug, I’m addicted to the dropOf blood, of pain, of reliefIt’s all I have, it’s all I need I’m…
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QOTD Strikes again!
Currently, I’m experiencing Shame, guilt, and gratitude. Shame because of the self-harm I’ve just done on my shoulders and upper arm. Wrong side of an adjustable spanner so now I’ve ruined my favorite t-shirt due to blood stains. Guilt because of feeling sorry for myself and what I’ve done to make D leave. I haven’t…
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We got there in the end
Hello. Firstly I would like to apologize for not doing a post yesterday. I took the easy way out and did multiple QOTDs. Things are going well. Ish. I did self-harm in the end last night because I couldn’t stop the stupid thoughts going through my mind. Bit of damage, but nothing the dr needs…
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Kid
I want to self-harm so badly. B is home. Kid. Cant self-harm if there are kids, remember? damn.
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Everything is beautiful
Okay. I’ll try and empty my mind as to what was said on Saturday night and how I feel about it. We were in bed, and I was getting wound up again by things wondering why they are happening. D said “I wouldn’t blame you if you did kill yourself with everything that is going…