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A picture paints a thousand words #3
So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking,…
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Dantes Inferno
So looking back on my life the past few weeks has become a bit troubling. The sleep things. They are by far the most annoying thing happening at this moment in time. Although it’s not sleep. And it’s not being awake either. It’s a nothing existence. I go to bed. I sleep for 8 hours.…
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Captives
“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.”― Charles Bukowski I wanted to write a blog post about addiction but given my last few posts, I think I’ll switch it up a little bit. I’ve always had a strange relationship with my parents while they were alive. I find it interesting…
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Exit Wounds
I think I am doing better. I had a really rough night, nightmares spinning around my head, couldn’t wake up from them. Woke up covered in sweat again. It seems that the medication I take to stop sweating doesn’t work on nightmares. If there are no nightmares then I wake up without a drop on…