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QOTD
Warm granola. So granola with milk and then microwaved for one minute, leave it to stand for another minute, and there you have it. My mum used to make this for me in the morning sometime before we went to high school. It has instant memories of sitting here in the gun room at the…
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Phantoms of the high seas
Today has been a rough day however yesterday was the worst. My speech and language are of the brain had a shock and I forgot how to speak and type. It was fantastic. Didn’t feel useless and sorry for my self at all. On the plus side I can speak normally again, at normal volume…
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Black dog
The black dog was always there. It followed me everywhere I went, lurking in the shadows, waiting to pounce. I could never see it clearly, but I knew it was there. It was the depression. It started slowly. At first, I just felt a little bit down. I didn’t want to go out, and I…
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Beyond Coincidence
I managed to have ten minutes in the sun this weekend before being told to go in by B because I was heavy breathing again. It’s sad to see him get so angry with the flight or fight response. He’s controlling it a bit better these days, he doesn’t scream and jump up and down…
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Reprisal
So the past few days have had ups and downs. I really positive one is that I and D are looking into what we can do to get help from the council, in regards to either modifying this house (it’s privately rented) or getting a council house with adaptations. I called the crisis team yesterday…
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Expectations
I’m having some major anxiety issues at the moment. I’m sure my leg shaking can be heard from miles around. It’s on hyperdrive mode at the moment, when it’s not shaking my soul is trying to escape through from my stomach. Soul. Stomach. The demon might be better tbh. I just need to try and…
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Hospital. Damn you.
I’m starting to get better and better at typing things which is great. I’m in hospital again. Been 4-5 days but not truly sure. It’s a strange experience. A surreal waking up experience of bright clinical lighting, sounds of the wheels on a trolly passing by and all the other things that come with a…
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Not so great tbh
Things aren’t going so well in the world of me. Shocking I know. I’m constantly dizzy now. All the live long day. I also have this thing where I have to cover one eye to focus on the screen or typing which is slowly driving me mad as one-hand typing is never fun. In between…
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We don’t need no education…
I’ve managed to open the curtains downstairs as well as the windows. Small steps. Had they closed all week due to wanting to hide? Nice having some fresh air blowing into the house. Well, as fresh as Manchester air gets. Not quite the same as when we were living in the middle of nowhere in…