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A picture paints a thousand words #3
So this is a painful one to put on. I know I’m trying to keep things anonymous but sometimes you just can’t avoid it. This picture is one I hate. I cannot being to tell you how much I hate the image. It is me at my worst. Too many pills, have probably been drinking,…
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Digging deeper #2
Okay so let’s try and keep the momentum going with this. Who knows maybe I will make some amazingly magick connection with my soul? On a scale of 1-10, how much do you love yourself? Why did you give this score?Am I the only one who thinks if you put a ten it would make…
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Dantes Inferno
So looking back on my life the past few weeks has become a bit troubling. The sleep things. They are by far the most annoying thing happening at this moment in time. Although it’s not sleep. And it’s not being awake either. It’s a nothing existence. I go to bed. I sleep for 8 hours.…
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Digging deeper #1
So I found some ideas online about doing question-and-answer posts about life-supposed questions. So there are like 100, so I’ve broken them up into smaller chunks and then see how we get on. Who are you? How would you describe yourself?I’m Andy. Fat, balding, passionate self-hater but good for the occasional laugh, sarcasm, and some…
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Black dog is chasing me down
It’s hard. You know it’s hard but I’m not trying to undermine your thoughts. It should be simple and in the minds of most people who have never had an addiction, it is a simple thing. I’m craving vast amounts of alcohol again. I find myself on different websites adding things to the basket but…
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A picture paints a thousand words #2
It’s really true, the simple things in life are the best. For my birthday last year, everyone got me two budgets. Mojo (white and blue) and blobette. I absolutely love sitting and listening to them. They might not be a pickup and cuddle pet but I love having them because they are so interesting to…
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Rambling
I will be 40 in a few months and it feels like I should be thinking about the future. About what I want out of life, what I want to do with life, and how to exist. Should I retrain into a new profession, or should I stop the charity work for paid work? What…
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We don’t need no education…
I’ve managed to open the curtains downstairs as well as the windows. Small steps. Had they closed all week due to wanting to hide? Nice having some fresh air blowing into the house. Well, as fresh as Manchester air gets. Not quite the same as when we were living in the middle of nowhere in…
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Fishing
One of my biggest hobbies, when I get the chance, is fishing. Someone thing nice about sitting by a lake or river waiting for that next tight line and seeing what you’ve hooked. I wanted to talk about it because I think it’s important for me to remember that I like doing things. Like I…
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A picture paints a thousand words
I thought I would l try something new. A picture paints a thousand words and god knows how many emotions it involves as well. So I’ll pick a photo twice a week and write about it. Then see where the conversation takes us. Hopefully discovering more in the picture. It will make a change from…