Frogs are evil

Tag: life

  • Bard

    I’ve been messing around with Bard again. I’ve discovered how useful it is for generating SEO, content and other web dev stuff. I then thought maybe it can help me with explaining a few things. I asked it, after feeding it information, to generate an explanation regarding my visual & audio hallucinations. It came up…

  • Exit Wounds

    I think I am doing better. I had a really rough night, nightmares spinning around my head, couldn’t wake up from them. Woke up covered in sweat again. It seems that the medication I take to stop sweating doesn’t work on nightmares. If there are no nightmares then I wake up without a drop on…

  • QOTD

    What is one goal you have for the next year? Surprisingly I do actually have some goals for the year. I say a year but let’s clarify that to one year from today. Boring Goals:Pay off credit cardsAlways have a positive balance in my account Less boring goals:Visit & do a weekly shop in the…

  • What’s in my bag?

    I found a list of different interesting things to fill in here when I’m struggling with thoughts. Cheating but more help than cheat. I’m still tired. I managed to drop off around 5am on the sofa surrounded by dogs. I’m shattered but it did the trick, I didn’t toss and turn thinking of things, I…

  • It worked

    The method of trying to banish the sleep demon was unorthodox but it served its purpose. I couldn’t see the words on the screen anymore as I was that tired. It was around 5am, and I managed to secure a spot on the sofa with a few bribes for the dogs. I fell asleep instantly.…

  • Sleep demons

    My eyes hurt. I’m sure this is down to a lack of sleep. Got the screen on the dimmest mode possible which is helping. I’m having another rough day. Its been relentless for what will be a week tomorrow. I don’t want to go to sleep. Not for some petulant reason but more if I…

  • “Two possibilities exist: either we are alone in the Universe or we are not. Both are equally terrifying.”

    So, which is it? Are we alone in the universe, or are we not? Both possibilities are equally terrifying. Always loved this quote. Something about it just resonates in my head. I look forward to the day, probably my son’s generation, when they will hear a bloop on a satellite somewhere indicating an intelligent signal.…

  • Baileys out of a shoe

    That is two dogs now. Both were rescued from Poland and are now being fussed over and played with constantly. That’s me on the left as well. Dobby, the lovely hound on the left has just joined us. She is doing well apart from terrorizing the cat, but Bella now has a sanctuary upstairs. Things…

  • QOTD

    I fail at this. Constantly. I will procrastinate like mad, but I tend to see it through once I’m focused on a goal. If the goal last longer than a day then I’ll struggle, my long-term goals are something that I’m really poor at looking after. I tend to lean toward more immediate goals. I…

  • Living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD): My Journey to Recovery

    Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) are both mental health conditions that have significantly impacted my life. BPD is characterized by intense and unstable emotions, impulsive behavior, and a distorted sense of self, while PTSD is a condition that can develop after experiencing or witnessing a traumatic event. In this post, I…